Friday, December 30, 2011

A fellow blogger said that I wasn't legit when he saw my last post (click here)...

I don't know what part of not being legit I was being put under, i'm going to assume the surveillance cams?

Thursday, December 29, 2011

So... I got in another argument with her. But this time I ended it. I think this time it's for good. But I find myself crying so hard, I don't want it to be real. She was perfect except for a couple flaws that I couldn't put up with... We had a future set out for each other and I still love her with all my heart.

I told her I will not go running back to her but I already feel as if I need to.

Watching her crying her tears out in her car for several minutes on my surveillance cameras had burning tears rolling down my face.

It's only been a couple hours since. I'm already feeling dead inside. My life was nothing without her. I might as well be dead.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Going to bed holding onto the love of my life tonight....

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Just woke up not too long ago... Did my rounds checking up on new blog posts and following my followers haha. I don't know what's goin down today... Probably more solo depression and just sitting around my room doing nothing. Kinda hungry, smells like bacon was cooked earlier.
Gah, my sleeping patterns have been so jacked up over the past week... 4:30 am and i'm still awake. I really should get to bed, can't stop Blogging and looking for new people to follow haha! Site is so addicting...! I shall be back tomorrow! I mean later today. o.o
The first post for my new blog. This blog will be random ramblings about my life. I don't quite understand a lot, I would say it's because of my age in the early 20s. Just don't know what is real and what is false.

Seems like a lot of people in this world are fake, really bothers me.

#Forever Alone.